mama,kaulah permataku..

dear mama,

its been like 13 years u have been gone from me,knowing that u always with me in my life,even in the critical-est situation,i still believe that u still around me.

but,this lately days,i dont feel that u were around anymore,

where are you?

i have been so messed up right now,

i got so many problems with my surround n myself,help me mama,

i feel so weak right now,

i cant stop crying even for 5 minutes,

i still need the calm in my soul,dont take it away,dya rindu mama,dya rse dah x mampu nak harungi semua ni sorang2,

dya taw,allah sentiasa ad,

dya slalu doa pnjang,harap keadaan x jd kusut mcm skng,..

dya kesian kat abg,dye jd mangse keadaan,dya yakin,semua org ad slah sniri,x adil kalau dya slhkan satu pihak jew,tp,mama,

ya allah,bglah aku petunjuk ap yang perlu aku lakukan,

kuatkan lah hatiku dalam menempuhi ujianmu ya tuhan,aku syang kepadamu allah,jdkan aku serikandi islam yang kuat,,amin..